Akiyukima

[Amy]

January 19th

Dear Diary,

I recently found this journal, that I've had since I was, oh, maybe... Seven? And at my age of now 18, I grabbed it to see if any of my previous journal entries were in here.
They were all ripped out.
I was heart broken.

Now, I am determined to keep this away from Amy-sama, and out of her sight. I will not let her see what I am writing, nor allow her to, once more, tear out my writing.

Never again!

And I shall sign these pages with my true name- not the shortened name that Master has given me!

I shall write more later- I can hear Amy-sama calling for me.

-Akiyukima

[Amy]

January 20th.

I am beginning to grow tired of this constant snow, yet..

It's so beautiful. It's the exact opposite of the color of my hair...

Serene let me sneak outside today to actually see it- and I was amazed by how pure, and clean, it was. It was... Breath taking.

I am sick of working under Amy-sama, just because my parents sold me to her, but..

This snow may actually help me put up with it.

Diary.. I once heard that... In other realms.. We have other lives. But.. Opposites. I wonder if there is a girl somewhere, in another world, who has snow white hair, and crystalline blue eyes? Who does not work under a brutal person? Who does not need to worry about food? Who does not bear the mark of a curse upon her forehead? Who bears the same name?

I envy her, if she exists somewhere...

But I wish to meet her, someday.
Somehow.
Perhaps Serene can help me...

-Akiyukima

[Amy]

January 23rd.

I know that it has been three days after I last wrote. I found out something extraordinary about myself!
Serene has been helping me train myself to not let it get out of control. The other day, Amy pushed me too far over the edge... I have the giant gash on my back to prove it.
But... When I went outside, I ended up touching water, from the pond, and these words came flying from my mind and from my mouth, and...
I turned into this other girl.
It wasn't me.
I don't even remember what I said...!
All I know is that I turned into the opposite of who I am..
I turned into a defending, courageous, brave, white haired girl... She- or, uhm.. Me? My eyes changed blue.

Serene says that I opened a portal somewhere inside of myself that allowed this other dimensional girl to enter. I was able to control the way the air moved! It was amazing!
Serene says that I had wings, too- but I don't remember them...
Then again, I do have these odd, scar-looking things on my back... They look as though they have been there for many years- they're fading.. But...
They have never been there!
...
Perhaps I have opened a portal.


Serene has taught me how to tap into this power, without stepping too far.

I even met one of Amy-Sama's friends- but he was really nice to me. He told me how to actually work with the way the wind and air moved.
I learned later he was able to move water the way I moved air. But he had not opened any other sort of portal inside of himself- he was born like that.

It made me sympathetic- I mean, imagine how hard it must have been to have grown up like that? Not knowing when you may lash out and cut someone with the water?
That must have been scary...

I think James said that he would call on me if he ever needed me in a fight- because Amy owed him. I was amazed!

But I don't want to fight... I'm not the type of person to fight. It's not something I do... I always am the one to break it up- not be a part of it.

I get nervous when I'm around him, now, and I've only known him for two days...

I don't understand why.


-Akima
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